There are blogs that will change your life, bring you out of a crisis, or help you connect with others....this isn't one of them. I just like to write. My entries might be funny, sarcastic, crazy, and often boring - but I do it for me. If you happen to find something that you like; that's a bonus. This is for the days or nights where I just have to ramble to clear my head...so I can stop tripping through my sanity.

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Those Moments Before

Posted on 11:38 PM No Comments
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Half awake - Half asleep.
This is my best time because I have so many thoughts moving around in my head. This is my worst time because I don't have the energy required to do anything with those thoughts.

Hello my few and far between readers. As you can see, this blog was left to die almost a year ago. I honestly forgot it existed. Then today, while I debated over what I should and shouldn't include on a MySpace blog, I remembered it. How perfect a solution. I can keep my silly, random, generic thoughts on MySpace where I don't care who reads them. I can reserve this area for you - the small circle of people I trust to know the actual details of my life. (you'll find I'm already rambling since it's closely approaching sleepy time - it will only get worse as we go along, that I can assure you)

Oh my life...what would I start with? Well my move to California is rapidly approaching. For 2 years now I have split my time between the coasts (He has as well - but I believe he's far more accustom to traveling than I) I am extremely excited ~ though I've been so busy I haven't had time to just sit in the joy of the idea. There are...wait, let me check....

** time warp - 20+ minutes later **......................................

I was already fighting to stay awake & I just wasted some of the precious consciousness I had left. On what? Looking for an online countdown clock. I wanted to include the exact number of days left until my move - Googled 'online countdown' - and had the wonderful luck of choosing the one featured on www.timberfrog.com
NEVER go to timberfrog.com
really.
It froze my browser up so badly that I ended up performing a dreaded hard reboot. *shivers* Anyway...back to what I was saying.....what was I saying? Oh...the move. 2 months and 4 days to go. Seems like a while, until you take into account the fact that I probably have 4 months of preparation to do. You can tell how that's going to work out. Me = crazy. But I can't think of many other reasons I'd do it. The first day of kicking off my shoes on the West Coast and it finally sinks in that I DON'T HAVE TO FLY BACK A MONTH LATER ....wow....that will be the best feeling.

(makes tired noises) I guess I should wrap this up for now. I'm slouching in my chair.


*I just realized that I forgot to fill the ice trays and my caffeine free Pepsi pack is still sitting on the kitchen table....not in the fridge.

I am SO going to bed.



How it Should Have Gone

Posted on 3:17 PM No Comments
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Actual Conversation:

Me:
"Well, I'm going to go home for a bit and work on my other job, then I'll be back. I'm burning the candle at both ends."

Other person:
"Oh I feel your pain!"

Me: (chuckles and leaves)


How it SHOULD have gone:

Me:
"Feel my pain? How do you feel my pain? I work for you. When I'm not working for you I'm running my own company. When I'm not running my own company I'm taking care of a 10 year old. When I'm not doing any of those things I'm trying my best to get some sleep for more than a few hours. You go to work. You go home. Your time at home is yours. You have no concept of what I have to do every day."

Shot in the Dark

Posted on 9:45 AM No Comments
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Yesterday was quite an adventure! While getting ready for work, my glasses were broken in half. It was enough of an experience to watch over $300 fall to the floor in two pieces - but it got better. I picked up the pieces and proceeded through the house in an attempt to find something to repair them with. Moments later I realized I was holding only ONE of the halves in my hand. Where did I put the other half?! Being practically blind without my glasses, I began to feel my way (yes FEEL) through the house trying to find the other part of them. No luck. I was totally lost. I have a horrible habit of setting things down while walking through the house, but that usually isn't a problem....well...when I can actually see where I put things. To make a long story short: I had to call my mother and have her come from work to help me look for the other piece (we never found it...) and then we rushed to my optometrist so that he could give me an emergency pair of contacts and I could finally (2 hours late) get to work. I've always had bad vision, but this little incident reminded me how completely helpless I am when I can't see (I couldn't even cross the street to get to the optometrist's office without my mother's assistance). I have an appointment to go back for a full box set of contact on the 27th. Now let's hope I can make these two last for another 24 days....
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